Lo que aprendí mientras mi esposo estaba en el hospital

As if eating by itself were more painful than hunger, I noticed her fixating on the food.

I asked her whether she wanted soup on the second day. She nodded and grinned in astonishment. I started bringing her food three times a day after that.

When I returned home to take a shower, I would either bring prepared dishes or purchase extra food from the cafeteria. While Daniel slept, we had a calm conversation.

Margaret’s illness was never a source of complaint. Rather, she inquired about my marriage, my life, and my work as a part-time bookkeeper. She listened with an uncommon kindness.

I questioned why no one visited her one afternoon. After a moment, she whispered, “Some people create barriers all their lives. Those walls hold up really nicely in the end.

A week went by. Daniel gradually became better. Margaret became weaker.

She urged me to approach her the morning she was moved out of the ward. She reached under the pillow and pushed something into my palm, her hand shaking. It was a worn and crumpled old bill that was obviously worth very little.

“Hold onto this,” she muttered.

She looked directly into my eyes and wrapped my fingers around it, despite my attempts to resist.

She said, “Promise me you won’t ignore what I’m about to say.”

Confused, I nodded.

Then she whispered, “That bill once saved my life,” in a voice almost audible above a breath. And if you have the courage to gaze at my name, it will quickly change yours.

I was stunned, staring at the ancient banknote in my trembling hand, when the nurse entered to cart her away before I could inquire what she meant.

I kept thinking about Margaret’s words for the remainder of that day. Check out my name. Something about her assurance unnerved me, even though it seemed dramatic and nearly unbelievable. After Daniel went to sleep that evening, I looked through the family-accessible hospital records system. Margaret Hale, seventy-eight years old. Heart failure was the diagnosis.

I didn’t understand the name.

The following evening, I looked over the old banknote once again at home. Stores no longer accepted it because it was decades old. A date from over 40 years ago and one address were faintly scribbled on the back. Exhaustion was overwhelmed by curiosity.

I drove to that address a week after Daniel was released from the hospital.

It was a small home in a peaceful area. Convinced that I was pursuing absurdity, I nearly turned around. But when I knocked, a man answered the door. When I mentioned Margaret Hale’s name, he appeared shocked.

“She’s my aunt,” he uttered gradually. Or she was. Years have passed since we last spoke.

 

 

 

 

 

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